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THIS BOOK WILL MOST LIKELY BE TRIGGERING. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!
Being in a band can create stress.
At first, it's fun; just some teenagers messing around with some microphones and instruments. There aren't that many fans, so you aren't letting down many people if something goes wrong.
When the band starts to get more famous, people start to respect what you do more. A band member might fall into a strong relationship. The band is starting to slowly become more and more stressful, but you have someone by your side to help you through it.
When it gets more and more famous, there is likely to be a lot of fans who want to date you. The management wants to get rid of your lover, because in their eyes, they see it, as if you are single, you will be a more attractive person, leading to more fans.
So, when you have lost your lover, all the stress comes back and hits you like a brick. With someone, it's not noticeable, at least not as much. But when they are gone, everything becomes stressful, less fun, and practically pointless. No point in any of it.
While most people see being rich, famous and in a band to be fun and amazing, only a select few will realise that it will only lead to mental health disorders.
Hi, I'm Blake Richardson. And my diagnosis, is depression.
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