From knight to monster
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MatureOngoing8m
Last published Sun, Sep 3, 2017
this is a 9 part poem series all about one person. Somewhere lost in time there was a boy. he lit up my life like no one else could. that light slowly became a fire that consumed my very being and drained me of my life and will to live. i survived obviously, but im not who i wanted to be and in this it shows my distain for him and his very existence. this is also a warning, if you relate to the downward motion of these poems run as fast as you possibly can. or at the very least talk to someone. do something, anything, before its too late. this is a very true series of events. i hope you enjoy.
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