Stalker. Rapist. Kidnapper. Murderer. All things I hear daily. She was kidnapped. He was abused. She was poisoned. It's all too natural. Home is where you hang your hat right? What if you don't have a hat? What if your hat that you just were about to hang up, flies away? The life you just got used to, takes a horrible turn. If observing autopsies and dead bodies every day isn't bad enough, it's harder to know that my brother is in college training to do, what I do. He shouldn't do this. It's too much. But now Lilly says she wants to be just like me, and I can't accept that. I put my mom and dad through a living hell, literally. So now I just need to get my life in order. But it isn't going to be easy.