Melancholia
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The thing I crave the most sends most people crying to their mothers in hopes of finding relief. It even forces the toughest of men to their knees, yet I welcome it with open arms.
It is what humans fear the most, but most importantly, it's what is keeping me alive.
You won't understand right away, no. But, I am hoping you'll stay long enough to let me explain it to you.
That terrifying thing is none other than pain itself.
That's right.
Pain.
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