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Melancholia

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Reads 5,917
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Parts 13
Time 1h 9m

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The thing I crave the most sends most people crying to their mothers in hopes of finding relief. It even forces the toughest of men to their knees, yet I welcome it with open arms.

It is what humans fear the most, but most importantly, it's what is keeping me alive.

You won't understand right away, no. But, I am hoping you'll stay long enough to let me explain it to you.

That terrifying thing is none other than pain itself.

That's right.

Pain.All Rights Reserved

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Reflection by PhoenixARose

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Obey. by NeverBroken

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Dripping Ink [Bendy X Reader] by Amberzoeheart

It was nothing but a dreadful demon that lead me to this godforsaken studio. A demon that only casted fear upon us all. Ink drips down these walls all day and it makes me sick. Depressing whispers fill all rooms to only give me the feeling of uneasiness. But I knew I couldn't go. I knew I was destined to be here. I, (Y/N) (L/N), knew that the Ink demon needed me. And that's the reason I came.... (This is a Bendy X Female!Reader. And I don't own batim). -Also this was my first story so don't take it too seriously. Started: 8th July 2020 Ended: 12th February 2021

$Finding My True Self {Completed} by browneyez_909$

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Mimi's Demons by LoweFantasy

An eleven-year-old Mimi can see demons. She finds one feeding on a mafia boss, unconscious and bleeding out against her favorite breakfast dumpster. When she saves his life, he rewards her by forcibly taking her from the streets to adopt her. But Mimi doesn't want a dad. She just wants to go back to her parking garage, away from people and the demons that feed on them, which her new 'home' just happens to be full of. She's also not stupid enough to believe a guy who is practically a demon himself could make good parenting material, especially for an unwanted freak like her. And whatever happened to her childhood friend, the monster under her bed? Rated M for violence, some language, mentions of torture, killing people, uh, mature subjects...am I missing anything? The point is, it's not M for porn or inappropriate relationships. Just dark stuff.

KIDNAPPED||j.g by nilannn

"After my lifetime of pain, I could never believe a single word that comes out of your mouth. Just know if you thought this was worst, what's coming to you is even worst." ®All rights reserved

In The Crossfire by Ink_DayDreams

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Heartless by Layanabella

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Reflection

They say in the end we always pay for our sins, that when we reach those pearly gates and judgement falls that we will repent for our ways and justice will be served. That by only believing in HIS sacrifice are we truly ever saved. But... what if you are the sin itself... what if your very existence was a sin... an abomination stained onto the fabric of the world with no say nor choice of your own. An anomaly placed within the hands of the ignorant to wield as their weapon of choice. A damned creation in search of a salvation that will never be your own. What if... despite your beliefs... you could never be saved...