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Melancholia

emptyparkinglot

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Reads 5,891
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Parts 13
Time 1h 9m

emptyparkinglot

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The thing I crave the most sends most people crying to their mothers in hopes of finding relief. It even forces the toughest of men to their knees, yet I welcome it with open arms.

It is what humans fear the most, but most importantly, it's what is keeping me alive.

You won't understand right away, no. But, I am hoping you'll stay long enough to let me explain it to you.

That terrifying thing is none other than pain itself.

That's right.

Pain.All Rights Reserved

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Reflection by PhoenixARose

They say in the end we always pay for our sins, that when we reach those pearly gates and judgement falls that we will repent for our ways and justice will be served. That by only believing in HIS sacrifice are we truly ever saved. But... what if you are the sin itself... what if your very existence was a sin... an abomination stained onto the fabric of the world with no say nor choice of your own. An anomaly placed within the hands of the ignorant to wield as their weapon of choice. A damned creation in search of a salvation that will never be your own. What if... despite your beliefs... you could never be saved...

Alastor Angst (Radioapple/Appleradio) by stxrgirl19

Alastor was not having the best time at the hotel. He was getting overworked and it was so overwhelming for him. Lucifer was worried for Alastor but Alastor thinks that Lucifer has more important stuff to worry about. Alastor tries to be happy but he can't. He is exhausted and stressed out. Want to find out more read the story! TW! SELF HARM,EATING DISORDER,SUICIDAL THOUGHTS This story is just for fun. Please don't do any of the warning's. Your life is important. Please enjoy life while you have it. I can do any request you guys want don't care that also includes smut.

Pain by Elise18patience

Pain. It's all different for everyone. We all have our own tolerance, and our own versions of it to deal with. So if you consider it, my pain isn't all that important. I mean, people get raped every day right? And my rapist marking me as his, it's not so bad if you just ignore it. I mean, that's what I plan to do because how exactly can you protect everyone else if you're bawling in front of them? Nope, not me. I won't. I will trudge through and bare it as long as I can; I will protect the people I love. And maybe, hopefully, someone will be able to protect me. My name is Emma, and this, well this is my story.

Voices in My Head by Nerounin

Pain. Agonizing pain. That's all I feel. Voices. Whispering voices. That's all I hear. I hear them over and over inside of my head. I can't escape. I can't fight back. This is my life. This is my story. And if you can give me your time, I'll tell it to you. *Warning: contains themes of selfharm and mental disorders **Completed as of 7/30/18

Last Friday Night by radioapple_234

Alastor woke up in a room full of rubber ducks. As he tried to sit, the room started to spin. He looked around and saw clothes and whiskey bottles strewn across the floor. Alastor looked down and saw a pale face with red circles on the corner of his mouth. Lucifer woke up, groaning. "Fuck, what happened?" He got out of bed and popped some happy pills in his mouth. He scanned the room and found a note. Lucifer went up to it and picked it up. This all happened last Friday night One drink led to another, which resulted in this fanfic

Rebirth of a Murderer. The Hemerwig Series. by angelheaven101

Blood and Tears have been my toys. Pain and suffering have been my friends. These were common factors in my everyday life. Never in my life did I think that would change. That's also another problem. I don't remember anything. For fifteen years of my life I was as good as dead. Now I want to try living. I'm Amira and this is my story in the Hemerwig Series.

The ways we lost him(completed) by Komorebi_00

I always believed that my group of friends were resilient enough to withstand anything. But then that day happened and I watched it helplessly crumble. I wasn't aware it had to crumble to build itself back up again. It was a painful process But I learned so much, I overcame so much. Here is our story. -/ Imagine the most awful thing you're mind can conjure up, in the darkest crevices of your conscience. Well for me, that was made a reality. My entire world was collapsing. I thought I knew myself, I thought I knew others, I knew nothing.

F*** Cancer, This One Did Us All In. by IgnotusCapillary

There's not a lot that can freak me out in this world. Only large animals with sharp claws, too many people touching me, bullies, hives, horror movies, sitting underneath fans or lights or anything that dangles from a ceiling, glass or wooden bridges, my mother, mosquitoes, public situations, taking a shower with nobody in the house, taking a shower with too many people in the house and crocks. Oh, and zombies. Zombies is definitely on that list. It's almost a shame too, that I have to race through a city packed full of them to find my missing family. Packed full of zombies, by the way, not crocks. (Although I don't know which situation is worse.) Now I have to not only keep my feeble body alive, but also protect (or be protected by) my two best friends in the entire world as we all try to survive in a city packed with the Dead.

It's All in Your Head by goldenscares666

Y/N was only a child when she came face-to-face with a monster born only to cause the mind the greatest of fear and misery, and as she grew older, these nightmares consumed her, seeping past the dark crevices of her mind to take over its entirety. Without a moment of peace, she seeks help and tries her hardest to beat the beast, to be rid of it once and for all. Is there hope for her to live a life of peace yet? Can she save her sanity? Could she really escape the Boogeyman, or is there more to this tale than fear and anger? Find out within this harrowing story of horror, heartbreak, love and loss. May your mind remain in one piece. {Boogeyman x Female Reader} | WARNING | The following story contains elements of: •Suicidal Thoughts/Depression •Terror and Torment •Death If I missed any warnings, please, let me know in the comments. I check them frequently.

◇ Staticradio / Radiosilence Oneshots ◇ by AggressivelyBlinks

Requests Opened. One-sided + Non ⚠️ Warnings ⚠️ •Blood. (obvs) •Alcohol. •Mentions of PTSD attacks + Panic attacks. •Murder. •Mentions of abuse.

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Reflection

They say in the end we always pay for our sins, that when we reach those pearly gates and judgement falls that we will repent for our ways and justice will be served. That by only believing in HIS sacrifice are we truly ever saved. But... what if you are the sin itself... what if your very existence was a sin... an abomination stained onto the fabric of the world with no say nor choice of your own. An anomaly placed within the hands of the ignorant to wield as their weapon of choice. A damned creation in search of a salvation that will never be your own. What if... despite your beliefs... you could never be saved...