In Spite of Myself [New Adult Romance]
JNLLEE
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  • Reads 134
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  • Parts 5
  • Time 56m
JNLLEE
Ongoing, First published Aug 25, 2017
Mature
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That hypothetical question I used to ask myself has become a reality.
"What would I do without you?"
And what the fuck do I do now... without Jake? 
Take care of the kids, take care of the business, take care of myself... surely taking care of Jake's best friend wouldn't be high on his list of things for me to do. I know I should be less worried about my kicks and more worried about my kids, but I'm only human. It doesn't matter anyway, Danny is now in my rear view and I'm heading home. I'm sure the girl that grew up as "one of the guys" will have no problem staying faithful to the vows she made years ago. Right? 

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This story follows Ruby Fiddler as she learns to navigate life now that she is a single mom to two teenagers, living in her hometown that she was all too happy to get away from. 
What lies ahead for Ruby... Love? Maybe heartbreak? Can she find happiness in spite of everything?
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