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What Have I Done to Us? (Phanfiction)

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Time 4h 24m

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"I guess times change. People forget the promises they make. They move on with their lives, and start families, and wander down new career paths. I was never one of those people.  I was never up for change. But Phil was."  Dan Howell, a 26 year old protagonist and sometimes video blogger, lost his best friend Phil Lester, a 30 year old child at heart, to the ways of family and love. Phil adores spending time with 28 year old Milly Langdon and so decides on keeping it that way. Dan doesn't enjoy Milly's company so Phil decides it's best if he just moves on. Every day after that, Dan regrets ever opening his mouth. Will Phil ever realise what he truly left behind?  (This is set in the future, that's why their ages aren't their real ages oh)All Rights Reserved

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Sugar Daddy, Sugar Baby by SpringHaze

Nineteen-year-old law student Dan Howell lands himself a Sugar Daddy in twenty-three-year-old filmmaker and millionaire, Phil Lester, at a Sugar Party. The two come to agreement wherein Phil agrees to take care of Dan's educational, financial, medical, and personal needs in exchange for companionship, friendship, and the possibility of much more. There are no trigger warnings for this story. This work is based on Dan and Phil, and I write fictional pieces knowing that they support creativity and imagination. I don't wish to cause harm or imply anything about the nature of their actual relationship. Please enjoy! Thank you for your support. SpringHaze

The Good, The Bad, and The Dirty by HomoWriter

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Borrowed Wings (Phan fiction) by CaptainAwkward

Daniel James Howell, a melancholy and drunkard man who'd give up his own body to find ways to pay his rent, mostly sleeping with different men from the clubs. One day, he was heavily intoxicated. He stumbled across Phil Lester's apartment and passed out next to his front door. As Phil surprisingly saw Dan sober the next morning, things were about to turn around in an unusual way. [FAN FIC COMPLETED.] Based on a fan made movie trailer by Sumirai. (http://youtu.be/yuRC_rvI5ys) Please watch the movie trailer before reading the fan fiction!

Fix Me |Phan AU| by blushinghobi

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discontinued // my winged warrior // phan by thattumblrchick

"It's like you're a whole new person when you forget to be afraid. And that person you become, he's free." ☾❀☽ When Phil was ten, he got lost in the woods, and was found by a strange winged boy with a secret that not everyone could see. The pair fell in love, only to have their memories of each other stolen away from them forever. Years later, the short and shy Phil Lester meets the tall and sarcastic Dan Howell who wears a flower in his hair and seems to be hiding something. For a reason that neither of them can explain, they are drawn to each other. {This fanfiction is relatively safe} NO suicide NO depression NO self harm NO eating disorders It does have some minor triggers, including bullying, and slight anxiety. Message me if you need specifics, and I'll let you know. Stay safe.

How to Help Howell? by fiercephandom

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Smile, Dan by kittylover573ds

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