Bukan sengaja . Cuma ..
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Maaf
bukan sengaja aku lari
bukan sengaja aku bawa diri
bukan sengaja kau, aku jauhi
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Cuma
aku sudah cukup penat
jujur, aku tak larat
hadap perangai kau
yg dah lupa menghargai
sekeping jiwa ciptaan illahi.
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Sebab
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aku sudah cukup terasa
aku sudah cukup terkesan
dengan seorang insan
yang bergelar TEMAN 😢
-athirah
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