EL DIARIO DE JOHN LASKO
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Last published Sat, Aug 26, 2017
Querido Diario,
¿Me recuerdas? Soy John, solía escribirte casi todas las noches cuando era niño. Esta es la historia de mi vida: Conocerás detalles de mi raquítica niñez, mis aislados sueños y mi extraña personalidad, así como el rumbo que tomará mi vida. El futuro se ha alimentado de mi inspiración a cambio de los más oscuros mecanismos de supervivencia, pero mi secreto apetito por destacar sigue latente, susurrándome día tras día: "Paciencia, John, tu momento de gloria llegará antes de que te des cuenta".
NOTA DEL AUTOR: La presente historia se caracteriza por ser un drama romántico con episodios altamente íntimos y personales (erotismo explícito) y narraciones de índole psicológico-existencial, todo ello relatado desde mi propia perspectiva y mis experiencias vitales reales. -John Lasko (seudónimo).
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