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Confused [PHAN]

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Reads 3,117
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Parts 21
Time 1h 54m

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Dan Howell has suffered with being confused all his life, about almost any and everything. He just can't seem to handle multiple options being thrown at him and has been shown to not handle them... well. He's moved from home to start University which proves to be a great start, but his family, and Dan himself, worry about what he might do. With new roommate, Phil Lester, Dan finds himself stuck, or shall we say, confused, yet again.


Warnings: 
* fluff, smut 
* descriptive issues such as self harm and suicidal thoughts
*PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY THESE THINGS
[ warnings will be placed at the beginning at every chapter, but in case I forget please be careful ]All Rights Reserved

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Dan loved his smile. That was probably his favorite thing about Phil Lester. Although he kept on smiling, Phil was torn on the inside. Although he kept on smiling, sadness washed over him. He kept on smiling, for Dan. Dan has always loved Phil, but Phil's feelings for Dan have just started. They both have doubts that the other person will ever love them, so much so that the two come up with ways to mask or get over their feelings. Dan hides in his room, writing about the his dream relationship with Phil. Phil tries to find a new person to fill the gaping hole inside him where Dan was supposed be. Will they ever realize what's really going on between them?

Fix Me | Phan High School AU by dilswhisk

Dan Howell is your stereotypical popular kid. Phil Lester struggles with depression and lives in an abusive home. When the two meet, Dan assumes Phil is just another kid for him to pick on. It turns out to be a bit more complicated than that. Will Dan and Phil be able to help each other get through their hardships, or are some people just too far gone to fix? - TW: Self harm, suicidal thoughts and/or actions, homophobia, car crash, death, abuse (message me if you need clarification) - Started: 12/26/15 Completed: 6/28/17

You don't know me - a Dan and Phil phanfic by phan_trash04

*COMPLETED* When Phil moves from a small village school to a new one in the suburbs, all he wants to do is keep his head down and make some friends. But what Phil doesn't count on is accidentally making an enemy of the most popular boy at school; the sharp tongued and sarcastic Dan Howell. Dan is known to everyone at school, everyone fears the insults and quips that roll from his tongue like poison. He is the ringleader of the most popular group at school. But surrounded by all these people, does anyone really know Dan Howell?

The Book of Lies || Phan [[COMPLETED]] by DansPlacenta

After Dan Howell dies at the tragically young age of 26, he is greeted by death with a book. A book of every lie that anyone had ever told him. This seems like harmless fun but as he nears the end, he realized everything isn't as it seemed in life with his best friend, Phil Lester. Ship: Phan, Kickthesticks Genre: fluff/angst (no smut) Trigger Warnings: male X male, major character death, suicide, self harm, existencial questions, depression, abuse, torture situations, substance abuse and panic attacks. (i want all of you to be safe and happy whilst reading this so if you are triggered by any of these please don't read)

Danny's Girl (Phan) by SmolSalmon

I've read a bunch of phan, so why not write one? Dan Howell's life couldn't be any better at the moment. He has met the most beautiful, charming, kind girl he could ever imagine, and she loves him back. Everything is perfect... but not for Phil. Phil Lester has always been in love with Dan since the first moment he first met him, but now Phil's heart is crushed. He has some suspicions of Dan's girlfriend, but Dan just brushes it off, ignoring Phil completely. Unfortunately, Phil's bad feelings may be true... Sexual content, self harm, language, and domestic abuse warning. Also, I'm American, so if I get anything wrong, please tell me. ••• Update: This is very old (not really that old) writing! It's cringy as hell, and I apologize in advance. I have fixed a few errors, so if it seems slightly different than it was before, that's why.

I'm trying o.k? by Sunnies4Shade

Dan is highly depressed and falls for Phil, his best friend who tries to help him out of his self destructive path. Trigger warning -mention of self harm, death, eating disorders, alcoholism. Some personal views about these issues are expressed so I'm sorry if you don't agree with them but hey that's why I said "personal".

Closer - Phil Lester X Dan(ni) Howell | COMPLETED by AlmostStickComics

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Tinder - D.JH. by yuhsuga

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Not Without You by PhiaForTheWorld

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