Drowning
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MatureComplete Sat, Aug 26, 2017<5 mins
"I believe there is good in everyone, you just have to dig little deeper. It's just sometimes you have to dig so deep you give up."
Could be triggering for some readers
triggers include but, not limited to:
-Suicidal thoughts
- attempted suicide
- depression
This is for the mid over matter contest; Plus I fell like you guys should know me more
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