Chapter 1
It wasn’t the sound of the door slamming that woke me; nor was it the loud noise his feet made when they came in contact with the hardwood steps. It was her sent that filled the air. I could smell it faintly as the front door opened but the closer he came towards me the more pungent the smell became. As he opened the door to our bedroom I realized that this smell was slightly different from the one of previous nights.
There was a sudden dip in the bed. I looked at the clock. It read 3:00am. I mentally shook my head. His hands started to roam my body until they landed on my treasure. I tried to wiggle from his reach but it was no use. He is stronger than me. He is bigger me than. I don’t stand a chance. I hold my breath as he plunges his piece into me, as he uses and takes advantage of me. I have no choice but to wait until he is done. And when I know for sure that he has fallen asleep, I slowly and carefully slide out of the bed and make my way to the down stairs guestroom. I go the chest, which is placed at the bottom of the bed. I pull out a tank top, a pair of shorts, and a pair of panties. After that I make my way to the connected bathroom, not bothering to turn on the lights. I turn the water to the shower on. I wait until the water gets scorching hot. I grab a washcloth from under the sink. I step into shower and let the water burn my skin as it runs down my body. And hopefully as this water burns my skin…it will burn the pain away too.
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I felt naked in front of him. He's stripped me bare, pulled back my flesh, cracked open my rib cage to literally have my heart in his hands. He has the power to finish me off with one forceful squeeze or help hold all the pieces together while I work on mending and healing it.
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I take this time to breathe in the stale peacefulness of the room and wait for my body to properly wake up to get started with another day. My thoughts are soon abruptly stopped when I hear heavy breathing next to me, then I can feel the rise and fall of someone's chest and the heaviness of something wrapped around my torso. The imaginary glue in my eyes disappears as they open in a flash. To my utter disbelief and confusion, I find Harry sleeping...in my bed...with me.
What, when how...what in the world is happening?! My internal panic worsens when I realize if he's here he saw the broken glass and blood in the room. FUCKING HELL!
"Don't freak out, don't freak out," I talk out loud to myself but it's not fucking working.
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Last fucking chance to tell me I'm wrong and you're not hoeing around then sleep in my bed!" I say as harshly as I can. She doesn't say anything, doesn't even bat an eye at what I said. I pick up her phone on my nightstand and throw it at the closed door and watch her body tense up in anger. Her fists are white from how tightly she is clamping her fingers in her palm and her jaw is clenched.
"You said it yourself, we're just friends. Friends don't act jealous like this," she quietly speaks.
"I am not jealous; I couldn't give a fuck less. Have nothing to be jealous of." She takes a step back like I hit her, I can see her shattering right in front of me.
"You know your way out. Get the fuck out of my apartment now," she walks over to grab her phone that bounced off the wall and walks out, she stops before she closes the door all the way.