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Goodbye, my lover. | Malum BoyxBoy AU

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Parts 16
Time 2h 14m

5sos ashton boyxboy calum clifford hemmings hood irwin luke michael seconds summer

Journal Entry –  
My life, my everything, The boy who was the center Of my world. He's gone. He told me that he'd never give up And that he'd never leave no matter How depressed he was. I kissed every inch of every  Scar there was on his beautiful body. I kissed him, engulfed him in Cuddles, told him how much I  Loved him. I guess it wasn't enough to keep Him alive.  I need to be with him, so here  I am, leaving as well. No one will see this, but if you do,  This is goodbye. I love you mom, dad, and mali, you Loser. Thank you for raising me To be the person I've grown to be To this very day. Ashton, Luke, thank you for being  My best friends. I love you all. This isn't your fault, don't blame  yourself. Please. This is my decision.  Yours truly, Calum HoodAll Rights Reserved

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Bullied by Luke Hemmings by hoodfinity

|||COMPLETED||| Those 3 bullies were named Luke Hemmings, Ashton Irwin, and Michael Clifford The victim they were bullying was Diamond Rose Calum Hood has been protecting her from the three but he faces the consequences also. When Diamond has to be Luke's lab partner and tutor it's going to make her next days in school hell. Her other bullies become nicer to her will Luke, Ashton, and Michael be nicer to her also? Few months later theres a band called 5 Seconds Of Summer and a model named Diamond Rose --- {UNDER EDITING} { UNDER MAJOR EDITING, IF SOME CHAPTERS ARE MISSING THEY WILL BE PUBLISHED SOON } {I MADE THIS YEARS AGO IT IS SO CRINGEY BUT I PROMISE TO FIX IT ONCE I HAVE THE TIME. AND I PROMISE MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED IF YOU CHECKED OUT MY OTHER STORIES.} --- •[book 1] -completed •Too Late [book 2] -completed •Vow [book 3] - continuing

Wherever You Are || a.i by irwingirlduhh

"So that's it? After all we've been trough together?" "I'm sorry, Ashton." "No, it's okay. I understand. But I'll never forget you because I had the best time in my life with you. And there's not a day I regret. And whenever you're sad, when you have a bad day. Remember that there's this stupid boy in Australia that fell so hard for you and you once loved back, and remember that this boy, he's always with you. Everywhere. I love you, my girl. I always will."

Over and Over (Lashton) by myhellismymind

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

My brother is in a band by thinking2477

You've heard about them, all over the radio and YouTube, and you've possibly seen them play a gig or two. Calum Hood, Michael Clifford, Luke Hemmings, and Ashton Irwin are 5SOS. All seniors at West Coast Central High school. But what you didn't know was that one of them had a sister. So this is where I come in. Hey, I'm Carter Irwin, and my brother is Ashton. Surprising huh? You would never notice me in high school, I'm a senior with my brother and his band mates. I've always had a huge crush on Luke Hemmings, I mean who wouldn't? He's the badass of the school and best friends with my brother. What do I do? *completed*

I WISH I WAS BESIDE YOU by caitieB_21

4 boys 4 girls follow the wonderfull stories of 5 seconds of summer as they try to navigate the world of love we have 4 couples. the last 2 are not in the first 3 chapters luke and cates(catie)- ashton and lucy set them up at a party the rest is history been together for 18 months. people think of them as a solid dream like couple and are often jealous of how much they love each other. ashton and lucy- met in febuary 2012 on the street one day became fast friends and started dateing in early march. been together for same time as luke and cates they are often looked upon for being the mom and dad of the group. they love to have fun and have a strong communication level. angel and michael- they met in the states at an after party she was taken but michael was starstuck and waited 3 months before her and her boyfriend broke up. their just the chilled layed back couple who love to play video games watch tv and fans love how much they tease each other.when introduced theyve been together for 3 months calum and sadie- one day calum walked into sadies university library and flirted with her the make the whole opposites attract thing work. sadie is extremely smart and dedicated to her studies shes very serious while calum likes to joke around and be smooth all the time. theyve been together for 4 months the fans dont know much about them. all couples will face drama tough choices and happiness

It's Just Life by StalkerMufasa

A care-free father and a dead mother never really affected 17-years old Sidney. Why would they? Her dad finally gave her permission to move to Australia, she was free and on her own. The country of beaches and sexy accents turned out to be a lot more than it was suppose to be. She made a dreadful mistake not even realizing it. What will she do when there's a lot more on the line than herself? Making it all even more complicated there's that cute boy with a childish twinkle in the corner of his eye who wants to know her deepest darkest secrets. It's like a nightmare. You can get away but it's always there, waiting for the next time you close your eyes. (Ashton Irwin AU)

5 Seconds Of Summer Preferences by eliotwaugh

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The Lonely Ones ( Cashton) by BooBearismahname

Ashton Irwin. 18. The loner. Never talks. Never smiles. Never does anything but listen. He is always alone. Has been since he was born and his parents left him with his 48 year old Grandma. All his classmates think he likes to be alone, but inside he's dying for someone to notice him. Just one person to be his friend. To care if one night he were to kill himself. Calum Hood. 18. The nerd. All he ever does is read and write. He hardly ever even looks up. He wasn't always like this though. He changed when his Mum married a man named Peter and Peter started to abuse Calum. That was fifth grade. Now he's in his last year of high school. Other students think he wants good grades or has some disorder. But no. He only reads and writes so he can escape the world he lives in. Just waiting for someone to notice his pain. When Calum and Ashton have been paired up to do a school project together will they find the answers to their problems or will heaven gain two more beautiful angels?

Give Me Love (Muke) by myhellismymind

Michael is looking for a new start and a way to manage his anger issues when he moves back to Sydney, leaving his mum behind, and moves in with his former best friend, Ashton. Unfortunately, Michael finds that starting over is much more difficult than he expects; Michael doesn't expect that there'd be a boy so timid Michael can't even raise his voice around him, and Michael certainly doesn't expect to care. But he does care, and if Michael doesn't learn to control his anger soon, Luke Hemmings might slip away--and Michael can't let that happen. Highest rank: Fanfiction #19

Let Me Keep You Safe - 5SOS boyxboy by featluke5sos

This is a boyxboy high school AU so if you're uncomfortable with gayness then please don't read :) Also, this story will contain some triggering content such as self harm, depression, violence, and homophobic slurs so if any of those subjects trigger you, then please don't read this. Also I've posted this series as well as some preferences/one shots that I've written on my tumblr FeatLuke5SOS :)

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Bullied by Luke Hemmings

|||COMPLETED||| Those 3 bullies were named Luke Hemmings, Ashton Irwin, and Michael Clifford The victim they were bullying was Diamond Rose Calum Hood has been protecting her from the three but he faces the consequences also. When Diamond has to be Luke's lab partner and tutor it's going to make her next days in school hell. Her other bullies become nicer to her will Luke, Ashton, and Michael be nicer to her also? Few months later theres a band called 5 Seconds Of Summer and a model named Diamond Rose --- {UNDER EDITING} { UNDER MAJOR EDITING, IF SOME CHAPTERS ARE MISSING THEY WILL BE PUBLISHED SOON } {I MADE THIS YEARS AGO IT IS SO CRINGEY BUT I PROMISE TO FIX IT ONCE I HAVE THE TIME. AND I PROMISE MY WRITING HAS IMPROVED IF YOU CHECKED OUT MY OTHER STORIES.} --- •[book 1] -completed •Too Late [book 2] -completed •Vow [book 3] - continuing