this is called fan-fiction for a reason [: the things written in this may not be 100% fact, but that's pretty much the point. please educate yourself on cg/l before reading. this is just a concept and it is FICTION. do not get your panties in a bunch. matthew healy, 25, a socially awkward, costumer service worker in southern england, is a friendly, open-minded caregiver, who's in search of the perfect little boy to love and support. in his search, he finds himself at a meetup party where people like himself are attending for one reason: to find themselves a little. he's never been to something like this, having just recently began the lifestyle but he's determined to find a lovely first little. at age nineteen, jesse rutherford is a virgin, transgender boy from southern california, who has just recently moved to the u.k., a year after graduating high-school, with no job, and nothing to offer but love, having just spent his life-savings on breast removal surgery when he turned eighteen. he's truly submissive, and has anxiety through the roof. however, he's still at the same meetup party, about to meet the greatest person to ever walk into his life.