Her Hearts Desire, His Pleasure! (Sebastian IIL)Twist (Completed)

Hi everyone,
this is my first book I'm not sure if its good or not, I mean I like it. or I wouldn't be writing it.
So, id like to know what you all think. please check it out and vote, leave comments or questions if any. I appreciate it. thank you

A well overdue BF's trip to Europe may just be the thing that makes or breaks Maria, a late 30-year-old woman, she is finally getting back to her self. After her divorce and feeling, she hasn't lived life to its fullest. Maybe she's been missing the mark somehow, but she can't help the feeling, unable to shake the year. Renee AKA "Carman" whose living the life most want with an upscale career and travel points to boot, offers the chance of a lifetime, taking a month vacation and travel to Ireland, England, and even Scotland a well deserved Best friend trip for the two of them. Maria doesn't wait she takes it. what will this bring? what will it create in her? a new out look or a spiral of emotions she can't fix making her come home unhappy and unsettled once again. She doesn't have her years like before, Ahh to be young, to have more time. she won't give up. she is fighting for something good and taking it back.

Meeting him! has done something to her, something far from her normal. but she can't let go. he's everything she's been dreaming of, wanting, even looking for. Can he really be real? or is this imaginary. all she knows is she like what he's doing to her even if its unfolding new things in her. maybe even in him.

meeting her was not planned, and yet I have to fall into this head first, I didn't even look. what is she doing to me? it's nothing I have felt before. not even with the other side of me, has it ever felt like this. A new charge of energy. She mines all mine. all I want is her. what am I doing.? I can't get enough I'm all in! From day one.

" You know what I want, I got what you need!" baby.