Hopeless feeling (Jersey Shore fan fiction)

You see what happens during camera's, but what happen's off camera? Cat, a red velvet haired beauty, walked into the Jersey Shore house not knowing what to expect. She was there because her parents had enough of her. Everyone else already knew each other. Cat was nervous, not knowing what the other's were going to think of her. Not fun enough? Too fun? Too ugly? Too fat? Too skinny? These thoughts rushed through her mind but she tried to push them to the back of her head. "Take a deep breath." She had told herself before opening the brown door and stepping inside...