“I suggest you watch your tone, sweetheart” he spits at me.
He brings his arm down, dragging his finger down the side of my face,
“If you insist on provoking me I can't help what will happen” he leans even closer to me so our noses are side by side, a breath away from touching. “To you” he breaths on my lips.
He's going to kiss me; I can’t let that happen, not again, especially after what he did! I shut my eyes, my mind is racing as I tried thinking of something to do, I sense his lips getting closer and closer to mine. Why do I always seem to be in this situation! Then, it descends upon me, with nothing else to do I decide to try it out. Just as I feel heat pour over my lips, I bring my knee up. I feel this entire body instantly contort in pain before sliding down my body and landing with a thud on the ground. As I open my eyes, tension flows out of my body as I see him groaning in agony.
I lean down, anger fuelled adrenalin pumping through me.
“If you ever touch me again, I will make you suffer” I growl.
Robyn Okafor used to fun, happy and very loud, everyone loved her but after what happened last year she changed, became withdrawn, everything became a lot harder for her, now she just wants to get through sixth firm so she can leave, start a fresh without her family, without her school and most importantly without Mr Scott but after she breaks down in school and Henry Jones is the one to help her, he starts asking questions and her secret that she's tried so hard to keep safe threatens to come out...
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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