La Douleur Exquise || Min Yoongi

La Douleur Exquise
(lit) Exquisite Pain
(n.) the heart-wrenching pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainable

Being a very rare alpha female werewolf has always made your life difficult and the last thing you needed was catching feelings for one of your fellow alpha pack members when it's painfully clear that not only does he not reciprocate those feelings but he has them towards someone else. It's true what they say - love is blind and, in your case, borderline foolish but you remain by his side as a friend, slowly dying on the inside. The question is - how long can you keep that up?

Y/N: "He looked happy..." you sighed "... and it hurts."
Taehyung: "I know, sweetheart, I know..." he said, gently cradling you "I'm so sorry."

Hoseok: "Rogue alpha. Y/N was attacked.

Y/N: "You're getting a mate. Why is it so wrong for me to get one too, Yoongi?"
Yoongi: "What do you plan on doing - fucking every man in this bar? That's really cheap of you, Y/N."

Y/N: "I'm done torturing myself. From now on... I come first."

Jin: "Yoongi needs you."
Y/N: "I can't help you. He's on his own."

Yoongi: "I'm sorry..."
Namjoon: "You say that a lot lately... but it might be too late."

How much can one endure in the name of love before they realize that some things just aren't meant to be?

A/N: Please, note the story might contain mentions of and/or mature content, rough language and might not be appropriate for readers below a certain age. You've been warned :)
I've been writing for a while now but this story is particularly close to my heart. I decided to post it because of my cousin and the encouragement I got from my sisters from different misters (ok, that was bad) Souka, Fran, Vasi and Eva. I will link their profile if they give me their permission. For now - enjoy, comment and vote if you like it ^^