They look but they don't see

"I wish they could know what really goes in my mind because if they knew maybe they would have more tact, maybe they would try to understand, maybe they would stop speculating and judging."

Fallow Angela most known as Angie in her journey where every day is a fight, where her thoughts take over most of the time, but the most important thing is that she keeps trying, she keeps trying to stay alive.

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"One. It's just one.", "But it's too much calories.","But you need to eat something if you want to have enough strength to exercise.","No, don't exercise, your muscles are already hurting you.","My head hurts.","You're in dehydration.","Shit, I forgot my homework.","Man they're looking, they're judging, they know, they know what's going on in your mind.", "If they knew you would already be in a hospice anyways.","I'm not crazy.","No, you're worse, look at you.","We're beautiful.","No we're fat.","I like our hair today.","It's an illusion, you don't know what they see.","OH my god I'm going to be late, it's 3:24, it's a 30 mins ride, I have the appointment at 4, what if I'm late? Okay, an excuse, find an excuse. My cat died..I don't have a cat...","He ignored us again today..","I know.","He said we're auto destructive.","He's right.","A party?But there is people..I don't like people, I prefer fictional people.","Man, because of you we gonna end up alone.","We're already alone.","Smile. Smile or they gonna know you're sad, and hurt.","Fuck them anyways, I don't care.","Just kill me already, no?","You can't die, your sister needs you.","Like I didn't know that."

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Please respect the rights of this book, don't steal the art of others, don't steal the words of others, fame isn't important, it's the fact that you set yourself free, and that's what artists do. The cover of the book is a piece of art of mine, it's really personal and just for the sake of me, respect my pain and the reflection of it. Thanks.