It's Like Drowning
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Last published Fri, Sep 1, 2017
First of all, I'd just like to say that this story has a trigger warning throughout most, if not all of the chapters.
'I regained my posture, stood up as straight as I could manage, and walked away, my face unreadable, blank. But as soon as I got to my room, I managed to make it to the bathroom before I collapsed on the floor. I lay there. I couldn't breathe, I was screaming but no sound came out. I sobbed until it felt like my stomach was rising up my throat. I felt sick but even then I couldn't stop crying. I cried and cried, my hands seizing up and my lungs gasping for air. '
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