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Nothingness

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Reads 3,991
Votes 336
Parts 53
Time 2h 55m

StupidPotato101

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Please read with caution. Hope you enjoy!

WARNING WARNING WARING
THIS STORY INCLUDES SOME OF THE FOLLOWING:
ABUSE
STRONG LANGUAGE (CUSSING)
DEPRESSION 
ANXIETY
RAPE
If any of these topics are triggering please take caution reading this story.

This story is in no way based off of real events.
Cover made by Lollipoplib


"Hello. It's weird huh. Talking to yourself. It's weird being alone. It's hard. It's scary. My whole life I have been lonely. I have been hurt. I have been broken by the ones I loved. I wish I could've gotten better. My mind tricked me.. but I never actually was happy. Did it have to be this way..? I guess so.. That's why I'm here now isn't it? Let me think of how my life lead up to this point. Let me remind myself.."Creative Commons (CC) Attribution

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What Will Become Of Us? [REMAKE] by SkytheShadowSword

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Years have flown by since the explosive events of Phoenix Drop High. Now as a young woman who's past no longer haunts her, you were ready for a change. A decision that would propel you back into your past, and will have you question what it means to sacrifice it all for the sake of a destructive love. "Irene forgive me for what I'm about to do" Since Ein's disappearance he's been building something grand all for the sake of your love and revenge, for everyone he'd deem as playing a part in his stolen throne and taking you away. He's been working, clawing, and slashing his way back to you and this he'll do whatever it takes to win. "This time I'm not letting you go Y/n" Warning y'all know the drill ➠ gaslighting, slight gore, nsfw, yandere, stalking/harassment

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The Sound Of Silence (Phoenix Drop High Kawaii~Chan x Mute Male Reader) by ASnazzyGuy

You've been mute most of your life, resulting from an injury in a car accident that basically severed your vocal cords. You eventually got over it, learning sign language and Morse code to help with your communication, if no means of writing was nearby. You had been homeschooled most of your life, due to your parent's fear of you being teased and bullied for your muteness. However, your parents eventually got over their own fears and made the executive decision that you would be joining Phoenix Drop High two months late. Now, it's just how you decide to greet this new opportunity for friends, fun, and maybe, perhaps, POSSIBLY, some love? It's not guaranteed, but maybe some Love? Possibly.

That One Werewolf (Aaron X Reader) (COMPLETED) by AwesomeGirlyWarrior

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The Time Beings [Awakening] by TCQueeZLG

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His Abused and Depressed Mate by WanderLust990

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