Nothingness
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WARNING WARNING WARING
THIS STORY INCLUDES SOME OF THE FOLLOWING:
ABUSE
STRONG LANGUAGE (CUSSING)
DEPRESSION
ANXIETY
RAPE
If any of these topics are triggering please take caution reading this story.
This story is in no way based off of real events.
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"Hello. It's weird huh. Talking to yourself. It's weird being alone. It's hard. It's scary. My whole life I have been lonely. I have been hurt. I have been broken by the ones I loved. I wish I could've gotten better. My mind tricked me.. but I never actually was happy. Did it have to be this way..? I guess so.. That's why I'm here now isn't it? Let me think of how my life lead up to this point. Let me remind myself.."
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