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Please read with caution. Hope you enjoy!

WARNING WARNING WARING
THIS STORY INCLUDES SOME OF THE FOLLOWING:
ABUSE
STRONG LANGUAGE (CUSSING)
DEPRESSION 
ANXIETY
RAPE
If any of these topics are triggering please take caution reading this story.

This story is in no way based off of real events.
Cover made by Lollipoplib


"Hello. It's weird huh. Talking to yourself. It's weird being alone. It's hard. It's scary. My whole life I have been lonely. I have been hurt. I have been broken by the ones I loved. I wish I could've gotten better. My mind tricked me.. but I never actually was happy. Did it have to be this way..? I guess so.. That's why I'm here now isn't it? Let me think of how my life lead up to this point. Let me remind myself.."Creative Commons (CC) Attribution

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How It Ends【Vylad X Reader】[ Completed ] by Mariko_Akiyama

CONTENT CONTAINS : INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ABUSE TORTURE GORE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " But what? " " It doesn't feel real enough " " What does that mean? " " I don't know " " It just doesn't feel right when I'm with either one of them " " Why'd you do that? " " Why'd you let me? " " I don't know " • Being a sadistic person is not fun, basically seeing people in pain involves seeing my family in pain. Although, I have a little control of it as long as I can find my brother. Three years went by and I still haven't find my brother. I was close one day but it was a dead end and instead, I was capture one day and got sexually assulted. I was scared, mad, it was just terrifying when a guy saved me. I never knew how my future holds, how I will handle my sadistic side. When he helped me, he shared his feelings with me and I started to feel the same. He made my future for me until I know How It Ends. How does this ends?, Tragic ending or happy ending?, Who is this 'he'?, What made this person sadistic?, What feelings are they sharing? Read this book to know. Credit : To a series called 'The Vampire Diaries' [ Completed ] Started : 1st April 2020. Finished : 5th July 2020. [ Highest Ranking : #70 in Aphmau ] [ #4 in Vylad ] [ #1 in Vylad X Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

Aphmau: Hidden Pain |COMPLETED| by Sigherra

*UNDERGOING EDITING* A/N this book has foul language in some chapters, so if you don't like profanities, then this book isn't for you. This book does NOT support self harm, abuse or any other type of thing in that category. Feel free to PM me with any complaints about the book. ******* "Aphmau! get your lazy butt down here and get to school!" Mom yelled. I ran downstairs and headed into the kitchen. "WHAT do you think your doing?" mom asked. "Getting breakfast...." I muttered. "What have I told you about talking!? NOT allowed! now get to school!" Mom yelled and practically shoved me out the door. I ended up bumping into a boy with a red jacket and a bandana over his eyes. "watch where your going!" he growled. I just walked away silently. "LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU!" he yelled. Silence. This is only the beginning of a long year of bullies pain. scars. bruises. heartbreak. and falling in love again. ~~~~~~~~~~ She hurts and she cries, But you cant see the depression in her eyes, Because she hides it with a smile. ~~~~~~~~ Look at your cuts Or your burns Or those bruises you gave yourself Each one is a battle with yourself That you lost.

Gene x Reader New school, Old bullies by Im1nobody

-Completed- WARNING! Includes mention of suicidal thoughts and self harm! If you are going through hard times please talk to someone (you can message me) or read something else. It will get better I promise! y/n l/n, a simple anti-social girl even when she was young. when she was little she lived in Phoenix Drop and had one friend, Dante. Dante's brother however never missed an opportunity to patronize her even as a kid. Y/n had to move away to tend to her grandfather for awhile and moved back during her high school year majorly depressed and anxious. She catches up with her old friend but notices that he old bully seems to have new feelings for her.

Shattered {#WATTYS2016} ADOPTED by addictive-chaos

TRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved away 2 days after her mother died. Then started her fathers abusive behavior. In the years following she was bullied at school for talking to herself, not having friends, and never having her homework. In reality, she talks to herself because she has no one else. She has no one else because she never has her school work done. She never has her school work done because her father beats her if she does something wrong! Shes always been friends with anyone who offered. Normally it was a joke. She came to the conclusion in 8th grade, that love is for the blessed. She doesn't cut because she believes she won't have the energy to do the work her father assigns. She had a boyfriend once. But he broke up with her because he moved. Now, they dont talk. Her heart has been abandoned since her mothers death 8 years ago. In fact, its been shattered... ///this was discontinued but adopted

The New Girl ( PDH boys x reader ) (discontinued) by LabreenaTeena67

You are a new freshman heading to Phoenix Drop High. You were home schooled for middle school and some of elementry. Which means this will be your first day of school after a long time. But will you make any friends? Will you find a crush or crushes? Will you have a fun or horrible year of school? Read to find out!!! Oh this is my very first story so....... sorry if it sucks! Disclaimer: I do not own any characters in this except Y/N and if i add any OCs, I will make up the names of teachers though. All the characters belong to Aphmau and Aphmau ONLY!

Where We Stand ~aarmau fanfic~ by CrystalXStudios

Highest ranking: #6 in Aarmau The way you would look in my eyes, The way you would let me cry on your shoulder, The way you would grab my hand and tell me its gonna be okay, Whose eyes will I look into, who will hold my hand, and who will I cry on when I'm crying about you. Aphmau Shu Phoenix is moving back to Phoenix Drop and is going to be a junior at PDH. She will be rejoining her preexisting friends from her childhood before she departed to a traumatic life in O'kasis. It is no secret either that she was quite desirable by quite a few suitors. She only returned such feelings for one. One of her best friends, Aaron Lycan. Fate would have it, that Aaron had dark secrets, that he didn't share with anyone, even the one he loved. Though in the end, love finds its core, one way or another. ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO APHMAU! GO CHECK OUT HER CHANNEL BECAUSE SHE DA BEST! THAT COVER BELONGS TO PROXY COMICS! ALSO ALL FAN ART DOESN'T BELONG TO ME!

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This new fanficton is all about what if minecraft diaries was an anime aka Manga series.This story is about aphmau who wakes up in the middle of the forest and finds the village Phoenix Drop. Just like in the original series however not only does aphmau find herself in a world filled with magic and witchcraft she finds loves, friends but also enemies. But later on she meets an old friend who has dark motives and must decide whether to stop him or join him. Cadenza is a young girl who is the lord of the village Metli and wants to help people in need. She took combat lessons and learned to be loyal and patient to her villagers. However she is holding on to a very major dark secret that could risk her village attack from not just power hungry kingdoms but also from the shadows as well. Laurence is Cadenza's younger brother and is the head guard of Metli but also has a dream of becoming the greatest pro guard even if he is not human. He is also a role model for his brother Caleb. Then everything changed when he met his true love aphmau even though he was a casanova he deeply has feelings for her. However Laurence holds on to many secrets that if one day there exposed he could lose her forever but that won't happen as long as he doesn't get angry to much or regenerates. Caleb is the youngest sibling and looks up to Laurence as a role model more than his older sister Cadenza. Just like Laurence he wants to become a pro guard and protect people with a smile on his face. When a threat to Phoenix Drop looms over all the guards have to band together to stop this dark force. There will be many betrayals, heartbreaks, new ships, plot twists, unexpected allies and enemies, and so much more in Edo period Japan. I do not own any of the songs or characters.

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