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A handful of moments I wish I could change.

bethejaime_tomyvic

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Reads 147
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Parts 3
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bethejaime_tomyvic

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alex anxiety barakat gaskarth harm jack jalex low self time

So Alex and Jack are in high school and each has his own issues to face. They don't know where they stand with each other but there's something going on. We'll see.

Characters loosely based on the band members, so don't freak out if something is different. boyxboy. Don't hate guys. sorry for my smut, I'm doing my best. I'll update as often as possible. if anyone cares.All Rights Reserved

alex anxiety barakat gaskarth harm jack jalex low self time

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Coffee Shop Soundtrack (Jalex Fanfic) by kukid9

Alex Gaskarths life is boring and repetitive until one night he comes across a young man walking into the forest alone and distraught. Jack Barakat was abused as a child and believes hes worthless. Hes going to end it all but he gets stopped by a handsome stranger. What will happen when this chance event leads to them living together and developing unexpected feelings.

You Keep Me Safe (Jalex) by futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED- I wasn't wanted or needed by anyone, and I knew that far too well by now. There was nothing left for me in the cruel wrath of life until I found everything in the deep brown eyes that belonged to a tall, sensitive boy by the name of Jack Barakat. The night that I thought would be another boring, sad chapter of my story ended up being the beginning of a whole new one. He kept me safe when not even my own house could. ==+== Told in Alex's POV. Trigger warnings: anxiety, abuse (verbal/physical), cussing. Disclaimer: This is partnered with "You Keep Me Sane" (which is not completed), but you do not need to read the other one before this one, or the other way around. It's the exact same story in another perspective. Started: Dec. 18, 2019 Finished: May 26, 2021

Ghost Of You (Jalex) by futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED- Jack Barakat ended his own life eight years ago at the young age of nineteen. Or... that was the common belief, anyway. Alex Gaskarth was left to deal with the heartbreak that was destined to haunt him every time winter came around, every time he heard a guitar, and, truthfully, with every breath that entered his lungs. Jack was painted on everything in Alex's mind. His hands felt cold without Jack's fingers intertwined with his; his lips felt useless without Jack's pressed against them; his heart felt empty without Jack's love there to fill it. Until, given some time and some good friends, everything changes. ==+== POV switches between multiple people. Inspired by "Ghost Of You" by 5 Seconds Of Summer. The only trigger warning is the mention that Jack has committed suicide in the past. Otherwise, this will be a safe fanfiction with the exception of cussing. Started: December 9, 2019. Finished: December 16, 2019.

Actors (Jalex) by trashyalexx

(Jalex) (boyxboy) Alex and Jack live in a small, tight-knit, homophobic town, and their secrets will be kept hidden until they're old enough to move to a place more open about non-hetero sexualities. For now though, Freshman student Alex Gaskarth, and his best friend/secret lover, Jack Barakat who is a Sophomore, keep their relationship on the down low, enjoying every second of it. They're actually content with being in the closet, considering the only person important to them, eachother, are the only ones who know. Will things work out or will someone eventually find out what's going on behind closed doors?

Waiting To Be Found (Jalex) by YeahBoy-DollFace

One summer, thirteen years ago, Alex Gaskarth found himself in love with a visitor of his small town, Jack Barakat. That summer consisted of a great and powerful love, that was far more than love. Now, Alex has been at loss for thirteen long and agonizing years, engaged to the woman he is supposed to love. But what happens when he moves out of his small town, and into a world much closer to his lost love than he thinks?

Oh, Calamity (Jalex) by feels-like-war

Alex has struggled with anxiety attacks for years ever since his brother passed away, but what happens when they start returning just as he begins falling for his best friend? Story title taken from All Time Low's song of the same name.

The Pledge (Jalex) by SanctionedHell

Jack Barakat has had enough of being upset with his life and is taking charge of his own happiness. He pledges to never revert back to his old self, and be who he truly is. Even if who he truly is attracts Alex Gaskarth, the asshole.

How to save a Life (Jalex) by Maybejustme2

Alex Gaskarth, beloved lead singer of All Time Low, the American Pop Punk band from Baltimore. Jack Barakat, guitarist of the same band, Alex's best friend. Both of them share everything but what if one of them has enough? If he doesn't wanna live anymore and tries to kill himself? The past, the future. Everything seems hopeless to him. But can his best friend save him? Save him from falling apart and show him the bright colors of the world? Maybe even make him fall in love with him? Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woiMOOTT0sA&list=UULlLie8TAxikK6kLIchni0g&index=2 Important: This story contains many triggering moments, so if you're sensible with stories like this I would ask you not to read this. This story also is a gay fanfiction, so if you don't like it, don't read it :)

So... Friday At Noon? by thatsucksmonkey

Jack is Rian's teacher, and Alex is Rian's big brother. When Alex goes to a meeting at school he gets more than he expected.

We've got scars on our future hearts (Jalex) by hityawiththeonetwo

Alex dealt with self harm when he was younger, that's over now though- he's better, until he's not. Struggling with the idea of self harming as an adult Alex keeps the issue to himself, but living on a tour bus with your band there's only so long you can keep something a secret. Warning: Contains graphic descriptions of self harm

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Coffee Shop Soundtrack (Jalex Fanfic)

Alex Gaskarths life is boring and repetitive until one night he comes across a young man walking into the forest alone and distraught. Jack Barakat was abused as a child and believes hes worthless. Hes going to end it all but he gets stopped by a handsome stranger. What will happen when this chance event leads to them living together and developing unexpected feelings.