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A handful of moments I wish I could change.

bethejaime_tomyvic

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bethejaime_tomyvic

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So Alex and Jack are in high school and each has his own issues to face. They don't know where they stand with each other but there's something going on. We'll see.

Characters loosely based on the band members, so don't freak out if something is different. boyxboy. Don't hate guys. sorry for my smut, I'm doing my best. I'll update as often as possible. if anyone cares.All Rights Reserved

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Waiting To Be Found (Jalex) by YeahBoy-DollFace

One summer, thirteen years ago, Alex Gaskarth found himself in love with a visitor of his small town, Jack Barakat. That summer consisted of a great and powerful love, that was far more than love. Now, Alex has been at loss for thirteen long and agonizing years, engaged to the woman he is supposed to love. But what happens when he moves out of his small town, and into a world much closer to his lost love than he thinks?

Coffee Shop Soundtrack (Jalex Fanfic) by kukid9

Alex Gaskarths life is boring and repetitive until one night he comes across a young man walking into the forest alone and distraught. Jack Barakat was abused as a child and believes hes worthless. Hes going to end it all but he gets stopped by a handsome stranger. What will happen when this chance event leads to them living together and developing unexpected feelings.

Remember Me [Jalex] by drunkensummerkellic

Alex woke up in a hospital bed and ten years of his memory gone. Much to his relief, he still had his old friends from his teenage years. Especially, Jack, his best friend. How much has happened in ten years? Will he regain his memory? How was his relationship with Jack after all these years?

How to save a Life (Jalex) by Maybejustme2

Alex Gaskarth, beloved lead singer of All Time Low, the American Pop Punk band from Baltimore. Jack Barakat, guitarist of the same band, Alex's best friend. Both of them share everything but what if one of them has enough? If he doesn't wanna live anymore and tries to kill himself? The past, the future. Everything seems hopeless to him. But can his best friend save him? Save him from falling apart and show him the bright colors of the world? Maybe even make him fall in love with him? Trailer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=woiMOOTT0sA&list=UULlLie8TAxikK6kLIchni0g&index=2 Important: This story contains many triggering moments, so if you're sensible with stories like this I would ask you not to read this. This story also is a gay fanfiction, so if you don't like it, don't read it :)

So... Friday At Noon? by thatsucksmonkey

Jack is Rian's teacher, and Alex is Rian's big brother. When Alex goes to a meeting at school he gets more than he expected.

You Broke Me, You Saved Me (Jalex) by futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED- - trigger warnings in first chapter "Let's get to my house, we need to get you warm," he says. I look at him, and he's soaking wet. He's only wearing a short sleeve shirt with skinny jeans, since he gave me the sweatshirt he was wearing. I felt bad for him, but at the same time, he looked so perfect. The way the rain was dripping off his hair and chin, the way his wet shirt clung to his body, the way he was looking at me- all of it. Every part of me is aching to kiss him, just once, but I know I can't. He's perfect, but he's as straight as can be. === Ex best friends. That's what they were. Everything changed once Alex came out as gay to Jack, pushing them from best friends to strangers with memories. But, when Alex goes to extreme measures to end his pain, will Jack come back into his life? And even if he does... will they be able to be around each other without their world crumbling around them? -=+=- I've sprinkled quite a few All Time Low song references not only in the titles, but in the text hehehe Started: Nov. 13, 2019 Finished: Dec. 1, 2019

You Keep Me Safe (Jalex) by futureyoungrenegade

-COMPLETED- I wasn't wanted or needed by anyone, and I knew that far too well by now. There was nothing left for me in the cruel wrath of life until I found everything in the deep brown eyes that belonged to a tall, sensitive boy by the name of Jack Barakat. The night that I thought would be another boring, sad chapter of my story ended up being the beginning of a whole new one. He kept me safe when not even my own house could. ==+== Told in Alex's POV. Trigger warnings: anxiety, abuse (verbal/physical), cussing. Disclaimer: This is partnered with "You Keep Me Sane" (which is not completed), but you do not need to read the other one before this one, or the other way around. It's the exact same story in another perspective. Started: Dec. 18, 2019 Finished: May 26, 2021

We've got scars on our future hearts (Jalex) by hityawiththeonetwo

Alex dealt with self harm when he was younger, that's over now though- he's better, until he's not. Struggling with the idea of self harming as an adult Alex keeps the issue to himself, but living on a tour bus with your band there's only so long you can keep something a secret. Warning: Contains graphic descriptions of self harm

Oh, Calamity (Jalex) by feels-like-war

Alex has struggled with anxiety attacks for years ever since his brother passed away, but what happens when they start returning just as he begins falling for his best friend? Story title taken from All Time Low's song of the same name.

I Need You To Feel Again by kellicrkings

Jack is 17, dealing with Anxiety, Depression, and Problems with his parents, his problems started to take over his lIfe. Everything was crumbling until he started hanging out with Alex. He's always been attracted to him, but in photography class he feels pushed towards him. He lets His guard down, and things start to get better for him, Alex is his ray of sunshine. Things can only get better from here right? TW: Mentions of Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Depression, Su*c*dal thoughts, ED, Abuse. Please don't read if this bothers you. Includes Smut and All That Stuff

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Waiting To Be Found (Jalex)

One summer, thirteen years ago, Alex Gaskarth found himself in love with a visitor of his small town, Jack Barakat. That summer consisted of a great and powerful love, that was far more than love. Now, Alex has been at loss for thirteen long and agonizing years, engaged to the woman he is supposed to love. But what happens when he moves out of his small town, and into a world much closer to his lost love than he thinks?