There's always been something wrong with how my mind worked. something is wrong with my brain. And there's even more things wrong with my brain than just hallucinations, depression, anxiety, derealization, and disosiation. it's not bipolar disorder. the changes of mood are too quick. to put it simply, my mind is at war. my brain has taken sides and are fighting for control of my body and my thoughts are so swirled and so quick and don't fit the description of manic or hypomanic! one second theyll be happy and optimistic the next it's so dark and morbid, often including death! and I don't know what's wrong with me but every day I swirl deeper and deeper into this confusion! . . . then there is an escape. YouTube. Jacksepticeye to be exact. I can be at peace for once. I can be...normal... and to me it's the best feeling ever. and then my happiness soon appears before me. and not just on a screen. [Y/N], as you can see suffers from many different mental disorders, that includes Depression Anxiety Hallucinations Derealization Dissociation And not to mention the back and forth moods that are happy then instantly morbid. She has tried to commit suicide before, a few times. All being unsuccessful. Watch her story unfold as she overcomes these obsticals with a little help. *-new story! I wasn't happy with the last JSE x reader so I was making this instead. disclaimers! -most art does not belong to me! -music belongs to their rightful owners! -maybe some fluff, NO LEMONS! -some swearing and cussing! -some trigger warnings -I'm an idiot with no dedication to keeping stories that's all...ENJOY!All Rights Reserved