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Do you know what it's like to have the two most precious things in your life just get ripped away by decaying hands? To lose your reason to live, yet keep living?
 Jade does, and she only does it to torture herself and put reminders on her own flesh when she's reminded of her dead siblings.
 When she's took in to the prison, and renames herself Monsta, everybody notices her self-hatred. One person, in particular wants it to stop. He makes it his mission to keep this suicidal girl alive. Can he pull through for both himself and her?All Rights Reserved

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Guns and Roses (Rick Grimes) by youngblood2354

Rachel Ebony, a girl who is stuck in the world of the undead. She was alone at the start, but of course, that didn't phase her any. She didn't want to worry about anyone else, especially since she barely knew how to care for herself. She had just had her twenty first birthday when the end of the world happened. She knew how to shoot and how to fight, she learned Brazilian Jujitsu when she was little, and has been training up until the end of the world. All the fighting skills in the world couldn't save her from uncertain death, if she happened to fall asleep in the wrong place at the wrong time. She's scared, but she's never been one to show fear. She finds a woman and small child, but the woman was bit, and so she sent her child with Rachel. How will Rachel cope with having a small child to look after? How about when they're in sketchy situations? What about when they encounter others? Possibly a group? Read and find out...

Insanity- TWD by 1008Shelby

Allie Walsh was a peculiar child. Her head was always in the clouds at the worst of times, but she was loved by so many. At just 6 years old, her world began to crumble but she held on, pacing herself, and praying each night that she would survive happily. But, people change, and growing up surrounded by death and disease can bring out the worst in people. Some believe she went insane. Others say she was born that way. But no matter what happened to Allie Walsh, one thing is for sure, despite her peculiarities, she bled red just like everybody else. Each episode is 1 chapter, so chapter length will depend on the episode length, and also how much of that episode I can add my OC into. All chapters will be atleast 2000 words, but some may be much more than that. My OC becomes the adopted child of Maggie and glenn. Just thought I'd put that out there before anyone is wishing for a daryl daughter kinda situation. Love him but it's overdone. Sorry.

Loving the Enemy [ Negan x reader ] ~ Discontinued by creepypastaqueen99

Y/n Grimes, Rick Grimes badass daughter, and all of her family are captured by the Big Bad Wolf, Negan. Negan has an automatic attraction and interest in Y/n, so he takes her back to the Sanctuary with him, but not before he kills Abraham and Glenn. Y/n begins to hate him, but that hate turns away, and is made into something that she is unable to describe. Will her and Negan be together, or will the events that had set them off and come into their future overshadow them as one? {I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS IN THIS FAN-FICTION. THIS IS MY WAY OF SEEING THEM AND I GIVE ALL COPYRIGHTS OF THE CHARACTERS TO THE WRITERS OF THE COMICS AND SHOW!!!}

ALONE (Book 2 of Shane Walsh: tragic love) by Brittanya92

Since she was 15, Ericka Lopez- Walsh was always by Shane's side. Now she feels as if she is alone, no friends, hardly any family, and no love. Will she be able to break from the darkness she feels she's trapped in or will she succumb to it all?

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"You're my everything Angela." Rick said planting a kiss on my forehead. Angela is all alone when the world goes to hell. She finds a group with a sheriff named Rick as their leader. All the guys go crazy for her. But she only has her eyes on one. (Seasons 1/5) (Started 8/2/19) (Finished 12/28/19) (I don't own any of these characters except the ones I make.) (Completely edited) Ranks: #1 in Rick Grimes~ 6-8-20 #1 in surviving~ 10-10-20 #2 in normanreedus~ 11-14-20 #5 in twdfanfics~ 12-2-20 #3 in normanreedus~ 12-13-20 #2 in twdlovestory~ 12-27-20 #1 in zombieoutbreak~ 2-14-21 #2 in twdfanfic~ 7-9-21 #1 in zombiesurvival~ 1-20-22 #1 in carlgrimes~2-25-22 #1 in ronancefanfiction~ 5-10-22

Silently Audacious (TWD Fanfic book 2) by Haley4565

*Please note this is the 2nd book to "Never Wake the Dead", which is my first book to my Walking Dead fan fiction* ---------------------------------- "Jade, sweetheart, you're allowing yourself to go into shock. Don't do this, don't torture yourself anymore than you have to. It's ok to let go... Just let go. Andrea and Amy are safe with us, we're all waiting for you to come home sweetheart... We're all waiting for you" she says reaching her hand out, I reach out to touch it. My dad appears next to my mom and he snakes his hand around her waist, "Hey Pumpkin, you hang in there for us, Ok? You'll see us soon enough. God will take you when it's your time" he says, "Daddy?" I sob reaching out to touch them, but I can't. I walk forward but they seem to get farther and farther away. I start running, trying desperately to reach out and touch them, it's no use. I fall to my knees and sit there staring at them, they fade away, leaving me alone in this dark, cruel world.

I'm Not My Father's Daughter: Carl Grimes Fanfiction by BrittWillis19

Carl Grimes's life was great. He had both parents, a ton of friends, and a great role model. His dad was a sheriff at the King's County Police Department, while his mom was a stay at home mother. His role model just so happened to be his dad's best friend and partner at the station, Shane Walsh. Carl was content with his life. What more could he want? Emily Walsh was a good girl. She would anything to please her mother, who was never around. Straight A's, teacher's pet, the quiet student who never got in trouble, etc. Though she didn't have friends, she excelled in school. Home life was quite different. Her mother was an EMT for the city of Atlanta and worked long hours, leaving Emily home alone with her studies and Ms. Ella, her nanny. Emily's father was a sore subject that her mother would never speak of. As far as Emily knew, her father didn't know she existed, but that would change... By fate, Carl and Emily meet, but only by a tragedy. Their lives are shaken up and rearranged. Not only does their first impression and encounter suck, but so does their future. As time goes on, they see each other as best friends and are inseparable, but will that change when the dead start walking? All rights go to Robert Kirkman and AMC. The only character I own is Emily and my added characters. I do not own The Walking Dead or any of their characters. #1 shanewalsh: May 10, 2018 #1 carlgrimesfanfiction: February 22, 2019 #2 rickgrimes: October 13, 2019 #1 carl: April 10, 2020 Started: October 1, 2017. Ended: August 10, 2019

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Angel (Daryl Dixion x Reader) by Mesaandme01

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My Fear, My Silence by CharlieTrenka

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Rachel Ebony, a girl who is stuck in the world of the undead. She was alone at the start, but of course, that didn't phase her any. She didn't want to worry about anyone else, especially since she barely knew how to care for herself. She had just had her twenty first birthday when the end of the world happened. She knew how to shoot and how to fight, she learned Brazilian Jujitsu when she was little, and has been training up until the end of the world. All the fighting skills in the world couldn't save her from uncertain death, if she happened to fall asleep in the wrong place at the wrong time. She's scared, but she's never been one to show fear. She finds a woman and small child, but the woman was bit, and so she sent her child with Rachel. How will Rachel cope with having a small child to look after? How about when they're in sketchy situations? What about when they encounter others? Possibly a group? Read and find out...