How am I alive?
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Last published Mon, Mar 3, 2014
Do you know what it's like to have the two most precious things in your life just get ripped away by decaying hands? To lose your reason to live, yet keep living?
Jade does, and she only does it to torture herself and put reminders on her own flesh when she's reminded of her dead siblings.
When she's took in to the prison, and renames herself Monsta, everybody notices her self-hatred. One person, in particular wants it to stop. He makes it his mission to keep this suicidal girl alive. Can he pull through for both himself and her?
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