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Do you know what it's like to have the two most precious things in your life just get ripped away by decaying hands? To lose your reason to live, yet keep living?
 Jade does, and she only does it to torture herself and put reminders on her own flesh when she's reminded of her dead siblings.
 When she's took in to the prison, and renames herself Monsta, everybody notices her self-hatred. One person, in particular wants it to stop. He makes it his mission to keep this suicidal girl alive. Can he pull through for both himself and her?All Rights Reserved

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Angel (Daryl Dixion x Reader) by Mesaandme01

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My Fear, My Silence by CharlieTrenka

"Promise we will never leave each other behind." "I promise." "Pinky promise?" "What are you five?" "Yes." "Pinky Promise." ------------------------- Mason lived in New York before her parents had to move to Georgia. They had a happy life, with some minor set backs. Mason has Asperger's Syndrome and a Panic Disorder. Her world turned upside down when people began to eat one another and rise from the dead. After being alone, she finds herself with a group of survivors. Will they be able to help her? And What happens when she clings to the only person the group doesn't really hang around?

I'm Not My Father's Daughter: Carl Grimes Fanfiction by BrittWillis19

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The Huntress - Daryl Dixon BOOK ONE by lifelaughlove1

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