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How am I alive?

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Do you know what it's like to have the two most precious things in your life just get ripped away by decaying hands? To lose your reason to live, yet keep living?
 Jade does, and she only does it to torture herself and put reminders on her own flesh when she's reminded of her dead siblings.
 When she's took in to the prison, and renames herself Monsta, everybody notices her self-hatred. One person, in particular wants it to stop. He makes it his mission to keep this suicidal girl alive. Can he pull through for both himself and her?All Rights Reserved

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Amira Parker never expected for the world to end, let alone for the dead to rise up and start eating people alive. How will she and her family navigate the ever changing world where human and dead alike can't be trusted, and what will she do when a paticular Dixon can't seem to leave her alone. Can she withstand all the pain and destruction this new world will cause her? Or will she succumb to human nature and let it mold and break her? [Pre - Apocalypse - Ch.1 - Ch.2] [Season One - Ch.3 - Ch.10] [Season Two - Ch.11 - Ch.21] [Between Season's Two & Three - Ch.22] [Season Three - Ch.23 - 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐓𝐖𝐃 𝐮𝐧𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐦𝐲 𝐎𝐂'𝐬.

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[ c o m p l e t e d ] "She looked like a goddess. The kind that sends cities to their knees in fear. The kind that is never in picture books. The kind that twists people." - - - - - April is a devil. A demon. And above all, she is a living mirror of her father, the tyrant looming over post-apocalyptic Virginia. Her teeth are made of barbed wire. After so many years of losing the people she loved, it's down to her to determine whether she lives another day. One cold morning, when the sky is still ink black, two forces meet in a wooded clearing. She's allowed to pick one, and only one, to bring back as her own. - - - - - If you like badass characters, this is for you. If you like crude, twisted humor, this is for you. If you like The Walking Dead, this is for you. Times are changing. The devils are rising. - - - - - [NEGAN'S DAUGHTER FANFIC] [CARL GRIMES FANFIC] Grammar nazis will be satisfied. Writing nazis will be satisfied. Started: 11-19-16 First published: 12-27-16 1k reads: 1-23-17 5k reads: 3-24-17 New cover: 4-1-17 10k reads: 4-20-17 15k reads: 5-29-17 20k reads: 6-23-17 25k reads: 8-10-17 50k reads: 1-19-18 Finished: 6-2-18 : : : : : : : RATED R : : : : : : : for language & violence Warnings: •Themes of... - Suicide - Depression - Death/Pain •A fair amount of gore •Bodily fluids (blood, vomit) •Lots of swearing •Spoilers (S7)

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"Promise we will never leave each other behind." "I promise." "Pinky promise?" "What are you five?" "Yes." "Pinky Promise." ------------------------- Mason lived in New York before her parents had to move to Georgia. They had a happy life, with some minor set backs. Mason has Asperger's Syndrome and a Panic Disorder. Her world turned upside down when people began to eat one another and rise from the dead. After being alone, she finds herself with a group of survivors. Will they be able to help her? And What happens when she clings to the only person the group doesn't really hang around?

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