paroxysm
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Last published Sun, Sep 3, 2017
"It's like I'm in a glass and every problem adds water... the water starts getting higher and higher and you start to get worried....it gets harder and harder to breathe but you try and stay positive...but then you start to panic and you feel like there's no hope and you wonder if you should just drown yourself or keep suffering trying to stay alive..for what? What am I staying alive for?"
"Me"
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