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Not myself

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Pain shot down my body the moment I steped through the door. It felt like a thousand knifes was piercing my skin at the same time. My knees hit the ground, tears strated to spill from my eyes and the house echoed with screems of pain. The only thought the filled my mind before blacking out was 'I should have never opened that book...'

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Every wasn't just a normal teenager. She lost both of her parents when she was nine, lived with her abusive uncle till she turned eighteen and now, on her last year of school, Every lives in a small apartment on her own. Not being likeable or befriended and constantly getting bulied by the biggest jock in school Jace Mayer , she finds it hard to be happy. 

But one day everything changes. She would have never guest that three lines in an old book would transform her body and mind into a beautiful and brave girl. Suddenly nobody recognices her in school, everyone wants to be her friend and Jace shows interest in her. But what shocks Every the most, is that with the beauty and courage came a power witch she can't control. 

Will Every find out what happened? Will she learn how to control this scary power? And who is the mysterious new bad boy in scool, who says he knows whats going on? One is for sure, Every's life will never be the same, especially not when the new abilities starts changing her into the person she never wanted to become.All Rights Reserved

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