the illusion created by the lonely.
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Ongoing11m
Last published Sun, Sep 3, 2017
I realise I feel fear.
Not the false copies of emotions from Elif.
But pure unadulterated fear pulsing through my body.
Which should be impossible.
But fear is universal.
Instilled in the marrows of the Universe.
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