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Fears

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This story was originally called "In the eye of a hurricane" and was written on @briwood_03 's wattpad account. It has a similar plot but just goes into more detail about it.
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Alexander Hamilton has always had trouble expressing his fears. His fears make him feel weak. He doesn't want people to find out about them. When he's scared he always goes and hides away in his room and deals with it himself. But now that he's in college he can't do that as well as he could before.  Now he cant hide in his room because then his roommate, Thomas Jefferson, would find out about his fears. Will he be able to deal with his fears?All Rights Reserved

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Alexander Hamilton was always alone, he never had any friends, all of his real family was dead, he lived with the Schuyler Sisters and thier father. Too him? Love was weakness the feeling of butterflies in his stomach that made him sick. The main thing that cause this fear was the 'Hamilton Pamphlet', John Laurans and him dated for 4 years, Alexander refused to have sex with him so Laruans drugged him, raped him, and broke him. To everyone in the office? Hamilton was just a dirty slut. He didn't hate love, he was just scared of experiencing it again, in fear of repeating the cycle. Everything changes when he meets his new boss, named Thomas Jefferson. Philophobia: A fear of expreincing the feeling of love. !Trigger Warnings! Rape Kidnapping Panic attacks Self Harm *Slurs