By the middle, you regret ever starting but on the other side, it's better. Boston has always had a simple happy life. But of course, she took it for granted. When she starts on a new journey, after the loss of a very dear loved one, she doesn't think she will make it to the finish. She doesn't think it will get any better. But maybe she's wrong. Maybe there is peace and joy, light and happiness. She just has to make it to the other side.