two different people

"you're mad, bonkers, completely off your head, but i'll tell you a secret. All the best people are" he was quoting things to me, while i just laid in his lap, looking at him, smiling, he made me so happy. " you can close your eyes to the things you do not want to see, but you cannot close your heart to the things you do not want to feel" my smile became sad, we both knew what were happening, just not ready to fully accept it yet "maybe it's not about the happy ending, maybe it's about the story" the tear that had formed in my eye, slowly made its way down my cheek and onto his lap. it wans't fair, none of it, but it was just the way things were. He hugged me tight, crying in silence with me