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I'm fine.

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feelings itsadbuttrue itskillingme savemefrommyself

Why does everyone try to move on, when it really can't be done! 

Is it possible to find that right person? 
Does that type of person really exist? 

Or is it just a life, full of pain and sorrow, where we choke ourselves to death each night?

It's written in a dairy format, some of the parts are very close to be, if you read them closely you will know who I am...

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#104- 15th October  
#104- 17th October 

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#That'sLife# cover

Kingdom Of Hearts || Soukoku cover

✓The Only Spark In My Life (MuiTan - TanMui)✓ cover

LATE NIGHTS IN TOKYO (UNPOLISHED VERSION) cover

Chances Of Truth ☑️ cover

The Light Shines My Dark World [COMPLETED] 🌸 cover

Assassination classroom one shots cover

#That'sLife#

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