The New Student [REWRITING IN PROGRESS]

I always wonder who I really am... A vampire? A murderer? An assassin? Or a demon?
I don't and I never knew... Or maybe I knew but I don't want to remember
Everything's so confusing... So hurtful that I would rather forget
But they... They changed me so much
So much that I don't want to 'him' to despise me of who I really am...

The daughter of the vampire who tried to kill 'him' and his family...

That is if he wouldn't know the true me
And if he would know...
I just hope he would still love me for what I am...