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Black is the Absence of Color

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Reads 170
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Parts 9
Time 47m

depression harrystyles larry larrystylinson mentalhealth onedirection stockholm syndrome

Louis suffers from Major Depression. Harry tries to be supportive. Yet, somehow, the role of hero and anti-hero becomes intertwined. 

"I knew the moment I met him I would be seduced. He was so captivating. His tresses hitting his cheekbones at the right angle; His icy blue eyes piercing through my soul; His smile that only angels could bless one with; He could do no wrong. It keeps coming back in flashes of light; a wave of memories that consume my every thought. It wasn't meant to be this way. At first, I had control. I felt loved. I felt admired. I felt wanted...& he knew that. Like a insect waiting patiently to devour his prey, he became an opportunist.. & somehow, through this darkness, I look to him to find the light."

 (Depression/Emotional Abuse/Suicide Triggers/Sexual Content).

(Takes place after Hiatus)All Rights Reserved

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Sequel to Stockholm Syndrome Five years. It's been five years since Harry last saw Louis. Five years since he was kidnapped by Liam and Zayn. Five years since he's truly been happy. Now, Louis is finally being released from prison, and Harry doesn't know what to do about it or how to handle it all. All he knows is that he still feels something. Yet he knows that Louis isn't good for him. Will Harry risk hurting someone close to him and losing the respect of his family for one guy? Or will tragedy ruin, not one relationship, but many others? "Being around you just brings everything back. It's almost like I have no control when I'm with you."

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