My fault [ yoonmin ]

I don't know when all of this began. It was as if I met him yesterday, but now thanks to what I did he is gone. Now I lay down in my bed with a heavy heart aching that he will come back. But now he never will. I will never get to hold or kiss him again. It's my fault why he is dead. Maybe if I didn't shove him then that car would never have hit him. If I didn't assume he was cheating on me with the guy next door then he would still be here. There was soft knock on my door. "Yoongi let me in. It's been a month," the voice spoke softly