Dear Scarlett

Dear Scarlett

Today was a special day. It was different to all the other days I've told you about because today, for the first day in years, I finally felt alive and at peace.
And it's all because of a boy. The kind of boy that all girls would risk melted hearts for.
I know what you're thinking, 'get over yourself, Ginger', but I can't. That's the problem. He's so different from everybody else, and I know this is gonna sound weird, but I've had dreams about him before. The exact same personality, the same green eyes, the exact same smile that even makes me feel in the same way I do in my dreams.
He's never payed any attention to me but he finally noticed me today. I don't even know how, but for whatever reason, I want us to be friends.....at least friends...I just want to know him better, at least in a friendly way.....you know what I mean?
But I doubt he'll want to when he learns about who I really am.
I mean, why would anyone want to be close to a broken, self-centered girl?
At least I'll still have you, Scarlett.