Nearly 5,000 commit suicide every year. My sister was part of that 5,000. Nearly 750,000 attempt suicide. My mother was apart of that 750,000. 20% suffer from depression, 80% suffer from an eating disorder, and 18% suffer from anxiety. I am apart of that 750,000. I am apart of that 80%, 20%, and 18%. I am a survivor, and I owe it all to a funny, kind, caring, beautiful boy. To someone who is only judge by his appearance and the rumors that always seem to float around. To the boy who I am madly, deeply, and utterly hopelessly in love with…Louis Tomlinson.
--NEW TRAILER INSIDE!--
My life was ruined. No one ever wanted me. Even my own mum hated me. When I was small I was afraid of my dad all the time, who came home drunk every night and hit my mum. When he got in jail, my mum became all different. She started to get drugs, made me work all day, and even hit me. It was terrible. No one loved me in this horrible world. I was exhausted. I didn't want to write that tweet about me wanting to commit suicide to Liam Payne, 1/5 of One Direction, the famous British-Irish boyband, I just felt like I had to tell someone. And it came out that it was the best thing I ever did in my life. He saved me. I never thought I would ever actually be loved, but he promised, that he's going to find me, whatever it matters... And he did travel the whole world just to find me... to find his Cinderella.