Fiction of Myself
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  • Reads 665
  • Votes 40
  • Parts 20
  • Time 4h 32m
Ongoing, First published Sep 07, 2017
It's the voice that whispers just before meal times to put less on your plate, it's the feeling of regret after you finished a piece of junk food you just ate, its the brain wrenching thoughts of being  alarmingly hungry but you cannot bring yourself to eat. 

For Parker Collian his was all he knew. The life of control beyond imaginable, hiding it from all the people you care for in your life, pushing people away, because the disorder is more important. 

This is the story of a young boy who was pushed into dastardly behaviour.

All because of a life in the modern mindset of control, that was now considered common and the people he met along the way, who changed his life for worse, or maybe for the better.
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