One Last Time

how does it feel not to know when you will have the last dinner with her ? not to know when you will hear her voice last? when you will last see that lovely smile! or when you will last actually hear her laughter! when you will last feel the warmth from her arms or know the taste of her lips! to sit across the table from her not knowing which will be your last time to see her there!
He breathed so intensely onto her skin the smell of his fume almost made her sneeze. he looked on in pain as her eyes fell closed...what could he do at that moment!!!