Call Me Servant! (Novel)

The Servant wants to serve the Queen of England, Elisabeth II, Her Higness. Though his aim is too high. He can´t find his Master. He is too tall and finds himself too ugly . So far he serves himself and his mother who disrespect him.
He looks for obedience and servility. His Ego need to be diminished by his Master (Mother). Finally he finds his Master.... but this is not in this story, we must translate the novel into English to let you know what is the tragical end....