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[INCOMPLETE, MAY CONTINUE LATER} 

This is the first thing I've ever written and I've never revised it. Do yourself (and my dignity) a favor a click away n o w. 

Daniel Howell is the new kid in school. He's been bullied his whole life for his "gift" of mind reading. Although he thinks of it more as a curse. Nobody Knows that Phil Lester the popular boy always knows what everyone is feeling. That is until Dan Howell comes along and they bond over what others don't know...

WARNING: This book includes the following: depression, cutting, suicidal thoughts/actions, eating disorders, and anxiety. If you find any of these triggering PLEASE proceed with caution.❤️ 

If you ever need anyone to talk to dm me on instagram @21PhanSidesAtTheDisco, message me here on wattpad, or any another social media.All Rights Reserved

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