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For The Future Generation

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Reads 110
Votes 18
Parts 6
Time 19m

Mature

alcoholic diary mind-break paranoia paranormal two-lives unknown-being

I can't take it anymore, it seems like my own mind is destroying itself. Images of an assortment of places I have never been to, or scenarios I have never experienced fill my dreams. My brain is out to get me... I know it is. All this starting with that stupid "For the Future Generation" Bullshit! 

I can feel myself breaking under the stress, I don't know what to do anymore... I cannot unsee the life of a man who isn't me, a man who depends on his daily intake of alcohol, a pyromaniac who only destroys the bridges connecting him to others. Then there is me... a child whose life has devolved to words in a book, a child who can't bring himself to trust those closest to him, a child who no matter what he tries, always seems to hurt somebody. Then there is 'that'. An unworldly being who haunts the lives of both me and this unknown man. 

 I don't know what is happening... am I going insane?All Rights Reserved

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