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Falling 49

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"I am falling. I am falling freely from the top of the Shard. Technically, this will take no more than 49 seconds. 

It is taking a million years."

*Trigger warning: contains themes of suicide and mental health throughout story, however there is no self harm or detailed imagery*All Rights Reserved

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Falling 49
Sun, Sep 10, 2017

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