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"Smile, Al... smile and good things will follow."
Alec cradles those words deep within his heart, always on the forefront of his mind. He's in a mad, crazy world--one in which Death's familiar cold, grim fingers still ghost his neck.
[[Part 1 of 'death and I, we go hand in hand']]
[[Absolutely fabulous cover by @xxsoteria]]
[[T for Gokudera's cigarettes & the profanity in work and in notes. Cross-posted on AO3 under @songintheglaciers]]
- edited chapters marked with '✔'
- started 29/01/2020
- follows manga + some of the anime
!!! Highly recommend 'remembrance - khr' by @mintgreyashes
❏ 「slow updates」:
◈ approx. 1 chapter every Friday gmt+00
❏ 「mostly planned out」:
◈ currently from Daily Life Arc to Varia Arc
❏ 「arc progress」:
◈ Daily Life Arc: ch. 1-
◈ Kokuyo Arc: --
◈ Varia Arc: --
❏ 「writing progress」:
◈ ch. 1-18 | ✔
◈ ch. 19 | in progress
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