It's Who I Am
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MatureOngoing11m
Last published Wed, Sep 20, 2017
ok if this is the last thing that you ever see
I can handle that
im done
I've had enough
but it wasnt the last thing I saw
I just kept going
how do you keep going
when the worst thing has happened?
what do you have to change inside to survive?
Who do you have to become?
How do you even know who I am anymore
if I don't even know myself
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