There is no escape
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WARNING: This is a trigger warning. If anorexia, self harm, and suicidal thoughts can trigger you, DO NOT READ ON.
When Evangeline Connors looks in the mirror, she sees a fat, ugly, unwanted girl. Her real smile disappeared a long time ago, and it's getting harder for her to fake one. She knows each day might be her last, but she keeps starving herself, hoping one day she'll be good enough.
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