Son Of A Gun (Zarry AU)(sequel to The Mobsters Boyfriend)

Just when you think you can't love someone more than you already do you start falling harder. Just when you think things are starting to turn around they back track instead.

Now I'm stuck.

Stuck with the thoughts and memories of the recent events.

"James, come to puppa." i scream but he just looks at me distancing himself even further. Fear and confusion in his young eyes.

"Dont, go please!" I cry out to harry but he too moves further away.

Just when you think you've won the game, it glitches and you have to start all over again.

"You can do better then him anyway!" i hear nialls voice say.

Friends and Feelings get in the way, why feel at all.

"We finally let you back in, and you screw up I always knew you were a monster." My mothers voice echos through my thoughts.

Sometimes being alone is too much like death. and as i sit here in this abandoned flat in a uknown location i cant help but feel dead.

all these thoughts of whats been going on have pushed me to be souless. but the words that drive me further and further from myself.

"I, told you Zayn no matter how hard you fight you always come up short."

I've been pushed to some form of insanity, by the devil himself: Louis Tomlinson

and he has my family.