too close to touch l.s

Green eyes had never been prettier. His long locks of curly hair and a jawline so sharp it was sure to cut you. It's a shame louis couldn't touch him. His pretty porcelain skin. Not because he wouldn't let him, he's his boyfriend. But because even the thought of touching him made louis' skin crawl. Even if he accidently touched him he'd have to wash his hands and change his clothes. He sleeps in his bed though. Louis liked to watch him sleep and sometimes he'd even find himself trying to touch him , but he knew he couldnt cause it would send his mind into a freenzy . Only louis didn't know harry pretended to be asleep every night and when louis finally fell asleep , he moves the heap of pillows between them and holds him close . Louis always cuddles in closer and touches him. It makes his skin burn only in a good way. . , but thats because he thinks its in his dream and not real life. And befour morning comes harry kisses him and separates them once more. When louis wakes up he stares at harry and imagines what it would be like if harry held him.