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Last published Mon, Sep 18, 2017
Phan story Xx
"Darling, our scars make us who we are"
What lengths would you go to to show how much you love a person, or to show how much you don't?
Dan is hiding many mental illnesses from Phil whilst they live together in London.
he goes to great lengths to try and slither his secrets by Phil without him noticing, but this all changes.
Dan does not realizes he needs help until a spectacular event changes his life.
get ready for this emotional roller coaster of a story.
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