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My One And Only Desire (Zouis)

LostInWonderland1D

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LostInWonderland1D

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This is a boyxboy and if you do not like reading those kinds of books then please stop reading here. This contains smut Readers ENJOY ^-*
 
Zayn always thought that him and Perrie were never a good couple but he did have feelings for her. When Perrie dumps Zayn he's hurt but now he sees his break up as an opportunity to be with his one true love...Louis William Tomlinson.    

Louis has always been gay but he could not let anyone one know because it could ruin not only his career but the boys of One Directions career as well. When Louis falls head over heals in love with Zayn he knows he has to control himself because Zayn is as straight as a twig but what Louis doesn't know is Zayn is as straight as Harry's Curly hair. 

When these two fall in love for one another they feel like life can't get any better than this but what they don't know is that their love can either take a turn for the better or spiral out of control.  What will happen when secrets are discovered? What will happen when suicide becomes an option? What will happen in this battle for happiness, love, and Desire?

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Waking Up Alone (L.S) by larrycocainex

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.

Louis' Secret.... (Larry Stylinson) by ConcreteWarrior

Louis William Tomlinson, also known as the school-slut. He fucks with everyone who pays for it. People judge him by his name, but they don't know his dark secret. Harry Edward Styles, also known as the school badboy. He never thought he would pay to fuck Louis but because some stupid game, he does. But Harry can't get enough of it. Strange things are happening to him and it scares him. Harry doesn't know how to deal with them. Also Louis is starting to act weirder every day. He changes.... What is Louis big secret? Will Harry discover his secret? If he does, how will he react?....What's wrong with Louis?... This story is kind of based on a song but i can't tell you which song, it would ruin the secret x WARNING: THIS IS ALSO A GHOST STORY! DONT LIKE IT PLEASE DONT READ! :) ALSO: I realize this story is full of mistakes but I wrote this one literally 10 years ago so don't judge please 😂 I was a fetus and obviously didn't know what I was writing 😅 if you don't like this story just stop reading instead of commenting angry and mean stuff, treat people with kindness a smart man once said ❤️ Again!! THERE WILL BE GHOSTS! ;) TRIGGERWARNING!! Abuse, sexual assault, self harm, possible death, suicide attempt, bullying, ghosts If you're not comfortable with this please don't read Xx

Cocaine for Breakfast by HABITFORHAZ

"It's an easy job." He continues, as if Louis wants to listen. "Like I said, a few trips. Parties, students, nothing dramatic." Louis gazes over to Harry. He's looking thoughtful now, eyes on the green like he's talking more to himself than Louis. "Clubbing, drinks. Whatever, the business is just a side thing." That's not how Louis remembers it to be, "You lying?" He honestly can't tell. Harry shakes his head slowly, meeting Louis' eyes. "No," He answers almost toneless. Harry clears his throat, "I won't put you in any dangerous situation." His voice is sincere, Louis can tell he means it, his jade green eyes glinting with truth. or, - Louis Tomlinson is a drug addict, sent away from his beloved party-scene to recover. There, he discovers that small towns have just as much access to drugs as London did, plus something even better that he just can't get enough of. That something is a boy with green eyes and bouncy curls named Harry Styles. -

Still The One Larry Stylinson Mpreg by NotReadyToPlayNice

Louis and harry met and fell in love when harry was 13 years and louis was 12 what happens when at the age of 18 harry gets an amazing opportunity to go to university in another country and harry leaves and when louis tries to contact harry about some news and finds out that harry has blocked louis when harry comes back will he ever find out that when he left louis was pregnant will they ever get their forever Lets read and find out THIS BOOK IS MPREG (where male can get pregnant) IF THIS IS NOT YOUR CUP OF TEA PLEASE DONT READ AND MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT IT, THIS IS YOUR WARNING DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO SOME OR MAYBE ALL CAN OR WILL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE Im not a professional writer I just get ideas in my head so spelling punctuation marks and a lot of errors will be in all my books thanx ================================================ boyxboy smut fluff bad words alot bully mpreg and what ever can fit in this story

Change My Mind by misskatehoran

Zayn is the most popular guy at the most prestigious school in all of London. His life is perfect. His parents are rich, his friends are awesome and he's already met the love of his life Rebecca. The only issue is he's been asked by his girlfriend to help humiliate Perrie Edwards, the most unliked person in the school and Zayn's English partner, by seducing her and then telling everyone her secrets. But what if Perrie's not as bad as Zayn thinks? What if he gets feelings for her? What if she found out that there whole relationship was a lie?

I can see you | ~L.S. by louisstyles199194

Based on true events not edited >There it is that sentence which controls my life since two years, those words who ruined my life, those seven words which hurt me that much that I lost my love, my existence, my feelings, myself. He left me without any explanation, broke the contact without any call or message, left his things here without getting them back. He left me, and broke our promise...Our promise < or where harry and louis broke up a few years ago. harry haven't heard from louis ever since. but what happens when one day he's standing right infront of harry's door? will harry push him away or let him back in? boyxboy smut warning ⚠️WARNING⚠️ IF YOU'RE STRUGGLING WITH DEAD OR HAVE BAD EXPERIENCE WITH SIMILAR THINGS PLEASE READ IT ON YOUR OWN RISK. NOW ENJOY IT!!

Crazy in love by itstilliswhatitis

It was Louis's first day at a new job. He didn't know what he had been thinking when he applied for a job at a mental institution. Crazy people scared the living shit out of him! His introduction was cut short when the famous singer Zayn Malik had been smoking too much weed again and was admitted, screaming he was indeed a golden god. Louis was assigned to the patient in room 28 for the rest of the week. Someone who had been there for years and could help Louis find his way around. Someone with long, brown, curly hair and green eyes. Someone who was the most beautiful human being Louis had ever laid eyes on. Someone who was really determent that he wasn't crazy at all... A little smut, mostly fluff. Purely fictional. Trigger warning: mentioning of drug use, mental health issues

We Found Love in a Hopeless Place (Larry Stylinson AU) by smolbeanandhisqween

**COMPLETE** Louis is picked to appear on Love Island when a friend signs him up. He is pessimistic about the whole situation. That is until he meets Harry. A boy. He's supposed to fall in love with a girl on the show. What good could possibly come out of that? The answer is everything. (or the one where Louis realizes he likes boys on live television, and Harry has known what he's wanted the second he walked through the door. Featuring Niall the sex addict who loves cracking jokes at his friends. Liam who is terribly indecisive. Zayn who is Zayn. And literally every person One Direction has ever come into contact with.)

Under The Canyon Moon - Larry Stylinson MPREG by NotReadyToPlayNice

louis met harry when he went to a festival and louis took his best friends zayn, ollie and stan as louis goes to get something to drink when he runs into someone what happens when louis realizes that he was talking to harry styles world famous pop star, lets read together and find out THIS BOOK IS MPREG (where male can get pregnant) IF THIS IS NOT YOUR CUP OF TEA PLEASE DONT READ AND MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT IT, THIS IS YOUR WARNING DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A DOCTOR, LAWYER, THERAPIST OR IN LAW ENFORECEMENT SO ALTHO SOME OR MAYBE ALL CAN OR WILL MENTIONED IN THIS BOOK, ITS FICTION SO THE FACTS ARE NOT ACCURATE Im not a professional writer I just get ideas in my head so spelling punctuation marks and a lot of errors will be in all my books thanx ================================================ boyxboy smut fluff bad words alot bully mpreg and whatever I can fit in this story

Buses & Bunk Beds (Zarry) by CupcakeCait

I glanced over at Harry. He was looking back at me and I could see his mouth moving in that slow, sexy way of his, but I couldn't focus on what he was saying. I was too busy enjoying how pink and puffy his lips looked, imagining how soft they would feel and how red I could make them if I just leaned in and kissed him. I scooted closer to him and caught the scent of his shampoo. He smelled so clean and I wanted to bury my head in his curls and breathe him in. His eyes seemed to darken as he gazed at me. He was so fucking beautiful that it was almost painful to look at him, like staring at the sun. Harry raised an eyebrow at me and licked his lips, and before I knew what I was doing I was leaning in to whisper in his ear. "I need you." *** Zayn finds himself drawn to one of his band mates after a game of Truth or Dare gets out of hand. The events of this drunken night lead Zayn and Harry to question everything that they thought they knew about themselves. Can love prevail when their attempts to navigate a relationship while living in the spotlight are thwarted by girlfriends, management, fans, and even the other members of One Direction? WARNING: Explicit sexuality. **1st place winner in the boyxboy category of the 2014 1D Watty Awards**

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Waking Up Alone (L.S)

"Nothing makes you hurt like hurting who you love" Love shouldn't hurt, loving somebody with everything you have shouldn't make you feel like you're dying. Louis feels like he's drowning. He should have known where this was going from the start, he should have been prepared. Now he's waking up in an empty bed, some days he doesn't want to even wake up again. There's a hole in his heart; it's in the shape of Harry. Nothing he does can fill it. Drugs, alcohol, pouring out his heart into songs that Harry probably won't ever hear. When Louis is with him, he feels like he's in heaven. Being alone, that's what he feels he deserves, at least Harry can be happier without him. Maybe if they met at a different time, under different circumstances, he could have saved them. Louis had to do what was best for Harry, but it kills him a little everyday. Louis sees his smile everyday, but he knows it's no longer for him. Someone else makes Harry happier, but Louis wanted it to be him. They could have had forever. Louis would have given Harry everything. "Forget what I said, it's not what I meant" Harry had tried to say, but Louis knew that wasn't the truth. After everything they've been through, Louis still loves him.