The Feeling

Just like others he too had a crush, a crush he never had before.

He didn't really have many friends, he spends half of his day at school
And keeps himself busy in his music when he comes back.

It was tomorrow when his best friend would come back from his hostel, he was already very excited and could picture how would it be when he reaches Shillong. Just like any other day he went to classes, came back and worked on his music and enjoyed himself some whiskey just like he likes it with some strong cigarettes. Night came and his eyes were hurting he headed to his bed with the thought of coming-tomorrow. Night grew younger and the sun was late while he was barely present in his thoughts. The only thought in his mind was whether he had some cigarettes left from last night. As he was done with his morning routine he headed out to his best friends place during noon. He decided to go walking there while he meditates on his favorite music.

As he was on his way, a soul with a smile victorious over his meditation which made him feel somewhat drunk. She took his attention for a while but he came back to his meditation.

While he waited outside for his best friend out his place he recalled her smile but he couldn't understand what that drunk feeling was. For the day he enjoyed the day with his best friend. After the day was over when he returned he realizes he's still in a trauma. A trauma only he could understand, the smile really dominated his mind. He got himself some cigarettes, freshened himself and dived on his bed soon as he reached home. He was intoxicated with liquor and also her smile making him addicted to the feeling he got when she smiled. He asks his higher self " What is this feeling?"

His eyes were sleepy and his body was drunk which made him sleep with the question in his mind.