Feelings, there's nothing good about them. They provide weakness, which only makes you more vulnerable in this specific world. You must be strong, you must put away all feelings, and you must not love. You can only care, a little. 18 year-old Dellilah Rivera is tested in every inhuman way possible, which is slightly ironic considering the fact that she has a secret. She has a family, one that cares about her, and she's been missing out on them ever since she was born into this world, ever since she was separated from them. But slowly, she takes it upon herself to shape her life into what it should have been, 18 years ago. She didn't know what love was, and was clueless as to what she found herself doing with Niall Horan. Llilah finds herself getting mixed up into all kinds of problems, some she's not even sure if they're possible to solve. Niall is the biggest one yet, and Llilah has no idea what she's gotten herself into. Will everyone figure out her secret even before she does? After all, if you play with fire, you're bound to be burned.
Once a bright and happy girl now laid a blank and dull zombie.
Once a sister was now a memory, a ghost of the past.
Once a full and loving heart was a heart now broken in half.
Once a girl with a future, laid a pile of tears and piles of old letters.
Ayrshire aka Ayra, was now a broken girl. Her life of childhood faded as she grew up quick, when her only sibling dies on a unexpected day. She's sent to live with her aunt who has a daughter of her own, Keenia, and when she gets there, she notices that Keenia was slowly falling in love with her next door neighbor. A guy named Trent who was the cliched bad boy and ironically Keenia, as the innocent good girl. Ayra can't stand the nagging thought that the same thing would happen to Keenia. The same thing that happened to Grace, her only older sister.
The way they thought they were falling in love, but was just thinking that they were in love, the exotic idea of it. Ayra will do everything in her power to keep love from interfering in their lives ever again. Because this time she knows, that she won't be able to forget or forgive, if one more person she cares about falls helplessly in love. Because after, it's nothing but heartbreak.
Love can be so cruel.